head.cannot.absorb.going.to.explode.

i suddenly realised this morning while standing at the bus stop and looking at my diary that it is week 5 of the term. and next week is reading week.

OH MY! the end of term will be here in 5 weeks!

my life has been marked by deadlines for job applications that i havent realised how much of my final year has passed! AI-YAIYAI-YAIYAI!

and i just spent 30mins trying to read 2 poems for Poetry In English Since 1945 lecture-seminar tomorrow. the topic for the week is Scottish Poetry and ohmygoodnesswhydotheyhavetowriteindialect?!?

i have enough problems trying to understand ENGLISH! let alone a variant of English that even when you read it out loud you still dont get it phonetically!

btw, have i mentioned i am linguistically challenged? i suck at Business English. and worse! even conversational English! i stumble and ramble before getting to my point. which is so helpful when applying for jobs.

bummer.