how many people DO read my blog?

it is quite amazing to discover the number of people that read your blog without you knowing... till they come asking if you are ok.

Thanks guys... and thank you jieyang for all the support. i know i havent exactly been the best person to you recently but i really want you to know how much all that you have said means to me. remember how we used to say we were each others' 'bestest' friends? it's nice to know that we can still talk and share so much with each other. you and i both know that we will always have a special place in each other's hearts.

by the way joyce, how DID you stumble on my blog?

i think i am beginning to heal. and yes i think i should make the conscious effort not to second-guess myself all the time. let's just leave it to Him and rest. JUST REST.