follow my train of thought

have you tried saying the word 'tired' 5 times out loud?

tired
tired
tired
tired
tired

ah a sense of fatigue overwhelms you

now try 'indifferent', with emphasis on different syllables

INdifferent
inDIFferent
indifFErent
indiffeRENT

strangely enough, the word sounds hollow, just as 'indifferent' feels

is it possible to feel tired and indifferent yet feel so hurt and upset?

does it make you schizophrenic?
Or psycho...

OOooOOoO MURDER

Death is interesting

If you are suicidal, does bungee jumping help cure your curiosity of the thrill of death?

I am not afraid of dying
In fact death is somewhat comforting
Leaving this world for something greater, something beyond
Death seems to be like a mother welcoming her lost child, tired and exhausted from a world of strangers, home

would you like to live in a totally honest world
or a world with subtle complexities?

i am tired
let me cross over the river Lethe