A sudden realisation

i sat in French Lit class today and was looking at an extract from Sartre's 'Nausea' and it hit me how unprepared i am for my exams. i have exams in 4 weeks and 2 essays due in the next 2 weeks and if i had to sit for the exam in the 'condition' i am in, oh boy... i feel like an ant panicking!

i am so not prepared to write a single essay for the German/French Lit module, hardly prepared to write the Film Criticism bit of my Basic Issues of Film exam and really really minimally able to write something for the Film History section. and to think i was hoping for a first class. WILL THAT HAPPEN? judging from my averages now, i might be able to get a high second upper. perhaps that will be good enough for first year. i am wondering if i will ever be able to get a first class. i thought initially that it would be a possibility but now the light is dimming at the end of the tunnel. DARN.

i apologise in advance if i am not online as much over the next few days... this comes with the realisation that i have spent so much time doing research for my Camus essay due next monday and not done a single thing for the Brecht essay due the following week! ARGH!